It feels like I'm being punished for something. I have some weird skin disease, there is no other explanation. All red on the back and side of my neck, face all blotchy, and it is burning. I'm running a fever, sneezing, coughing, lots of nose blowing. I feel run down and exhausted. Benefits don't go through til the 1st and I'm trying to wait to see a dr., but I think I'm dying.
On top of that, getting a bad vibe at work again. Feeling talked about. I don't know what I do to inspire such hatred in people. I try really hard to be kind and helpful to everyone. I badly want to go back to part-time. And I can't. I'm in hell, please help.