It feels like I'm being punished for something.  I have some weird skin disease, there is no other explanation.  All red on the back and side of my neck, face all blotchy, and it is burning.  I'm running a fever, sneezing, coughing, lots of nose blowing.  I feel run down and exhausted.  Benefits don't go through til the 1st and I'm trying to wait to see a dr., but I think I'm dying. 

On top of that, getting a bad vibe at work again.  Feeling talked about.  I don't know what I do to inspire such hatred in people.  I try really hard to be kind and helpful to everyone.  I badly want to go back to part-time.  And I can't.  I'm in hell, please help.




Comments

  • Fallyn said Mar 28, 2008...
    oh you......i feel so bad for you......i wish there was something i could do.i hate it when life doesn't conform to what we want.
  • Fallyn said Mar 28, 2008...
    .....or what we need.
  • andora said Mar 28, 2008...
    I hear typhus is back inprobably just allergic to worksucks to be a slave
  • amyispretty said Apr 8, 2008...
    Yeah Fallyn, sometimes I think I just need to accept that the world is generally a shitty place, and stop complaning about it.    @Andora, LMAO. 
  • Fallyn said Apr 8, 2008...
    i'm not willing to accept that the world is a generally shitty place.
  • amyispretty said Apr 8, 2008...
    Me neither, but sometimes it seems like things would be easier if I could.  Not all the time, only when things go horribly wrong.
  • Fallyn said Apr 8, 2008...
    i know.i know exactly!
  • andora said Apr 8, 2008...
    sometimes I'm so caustic I shock even myself ;(I hope the rash went away...and I hope you won the lottery since I last visited your plea for help amyisprettywhen ever I have health problems I alkalize it...since stress creates a hormone that causes acid (Cortisol), I understand how important it is for me to eat alkaline foods and drinks. Read "Sick and Tired" by Dr. Peter Young. He has nailed the reasons for our diseased state as a Country and Species.Usually I am very helpful, but I am occasionally heartless, I try to remind others and myself that I am an evolving perfection, class act in motion...thanks for being honest and tolerant of my beligerant mood that day.aloha
  • amyispretty said Apr 11, 2008...
    Hey Andora, your comment made me laugh.  No worries.  I'm gonna check out that book.  I think I've figured out that the skin problem was coming from hair mousse.  That or the mousse just made it ten times worse.  Hope you have a great Friday.
  • Tara115 said Apr 24, 2008...
    Sounds like an allergic reaction??  Well its been a month now, I am sure your better, I hope.  What was it???
  • amyispretty said May 19, 2008...
    Apparently it was an allergic reaction to my hair mousse, which I have been using for years w/no problem.  Stopped w/the mousse, it clears up. 

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